He nodded, then processed he had forgotten to use his words, and managed a sheepish "Yup." "Uh, okay." She responded equally as softly, her voice leaving a tinge of confusion to be interpreted.Īpplejack trotted in, her hooves making the wood beneath her creak as the old house settled. "Can I, uh, come in?" the voice questioned. However he feared this would give way to his sister finding out, that she would know something was awry with him. Usually he was calm and confident, knowing what he wanted to say, despite how little it ever was. He pushed his hoof lightly against his throat, shocked at his own lack of voice. "Yu- uh- eeyup?" he stuttered out like he was drowning, he felt and sounded like a silly foal learning to walk for the first time again. He realized his internal monologue had been ongoing - even though it hadn't really spoke - but alas he had been lost in his own downward spiral of paranoia again, and had forgotten to respond. He was so tired of coming back to this again and again, but it plagued his mind like a cold. Fear struck his spine in striking bolts, waves of dread sulked, creeping in and making their nest in his aching body. But would it continue to be after this? The thought scared him. The gentle coo reached him, piercing through the overwhelmingly loud silence in the air, he felt this odd choking sensation in his throat when he registered the voice, so familiar and so loving. The sound was lost in the chaos of it all, but it prevailed. His fur was disturbed by his blankets, and his teeth felt uncomfortable as they grit desperately in an attempt to relax, his eyes were dry despite how much and how hard he was blinking, it felt like even the smallest thing would throw him overboard in this thundering storm of unsettlement. Everything was so loud, and so muffled and far away, so close and inside his ears, they twitched eagerly trying to bat the harsh noise away, all collected into one horrid ear-piercing amalgamation of staticy sound. His thoughts whirled, and everything was making *so* much noise, the ceiling fan, the electricity in the walls, the birds outside, even the trees being rustled by the evening wind. Outside of his overflowing head, there was a faint knocking at his door, though he had tuned it out completely. It felt like home, but he was trapped inside with the windows boarded and the floorboards were so old they were making him fall through with every step, and there were thick dusty cobwebs everywhere he tried to rest his burdened hooves. But deep down somewhere he knew, he couldn't hide this strong feeling he'd become so familiar with. He insisted he'd never felt this way before, trying violently to shake away the thought, it made him shudder. It was as strong as ever, the rushing current of rip tide sweeping him in the more he struggled. Racing thoughts fought furiously, cluttering his hurting head, and he put a weary hoof against his temple in an attempt to clear the fog. Mr.Big Mac shuffled his hooves awkwardly.Lenny Flynn-Boyle (Fanboy and Chum Chum).Knuckles the Echidna (Sonic The Hedgehog).Toby, Gordon, Henry, Thomas or Duck (Thomas and Friends).Starla (Blaze and the Monster Machines). Mai Shiranui (Fatal Fury/The King of Fighters).Bridgette, Leshawna, Beth, Sky, Gwen, or Jasmine (Total Drama).Elsa Frankenteen (Scooby Doo and the Ghoul School).Chug-a-Boom (The Perils of Penelope Pitstops).Makoto Kino/Sailor Jupiter (Sailor Moon).Akira Kenjou (Kirakira Precure A La Mode).Lizzie Devine (Codename: Kids Next Door).Sticks the Badger ( Sonic the Hedgehog).Peggy Seven Seas, Sunny Side Up or Prairie Dusty Trails ( Lalaloopsy).Flora, Rosie, Emily, Mavis or Lady ( Thomas the Tank Engine & Friends).Cherry Blossom Cookie or Rye Cookie ( Cookie Run).
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